The end of the world

Maya calender end at 21.12.2012..
Maya people is the earliest of human exist in this world............
Many people worry about this day..
but anyone take action?
nothing we can do....
we still come to work, do whatever we are doing.....
live happily....
Yesterday Mabel's Grandma passed away....
RIP..........
Let's c whether today is really the end of the world.....

工作态度。。。

今天面子书的 Status ：不值得为这种人生气影响自己的心情，可是怎么把自己的情绪压下呢？
好像在工作上没有发过这么大的脾气， 同事对我说，你好凶哦。。

我也很少会发这么大的脾气吧。。。。

EQ 好像有点控制不了。。。

当事情发生时，情绪真的应该好好控制。。。。

可是到现在我还是觉得很火。。。

算了吧，根本就是一丘之貉。。。。

上梁不正下梁歪。。。

反正也不会在这间公司长久的。。。

到了适当的时候就离开吧。。。

和朋友投诉，他对我说：different people different attitude, just forget about it..

结果还是要靠自己把事情忘了。。

朋友最近看到我都说，你最近瘦了，白了。。

一个VKA 的同事问我，你有没有去做身体检查，为什么瘦得那么厉害？

有吗？

我怎么都不觉得的。。。。

本来想发泄的，结果一言难尽。。。

睡吧，晚安。。。

Penang Marahton 18 November 2012

This was the second time to join marahton since my secondary school time at Titiwangsa(3km)

Why I am joining this time?

I also wonder y I join...but quite enjoy running...the result is good...good achievement...unbelievable....

Went to Penang on 17 November 2012...

Start our journey at 7am....

Driver : Irene Tiong

Passenger : Bei, me and my sister

Runner : Irene Tiong, Bei and me

Reached Penang at 1pm something..

Reached Gurney bay mall to collect our T-Shirt...

Reached Evergreen Hotel at 4pm....

Slept for 2 hours and Bei wake us up...

Went to Gurney Hawker stall to have our dinner....

and bought ear phone(scare no music when running), cost me RM39.90

last min.com

back to hotel at 10pm..Sleep for 2 hours and wake up at 1am...

the Starting time of Penang Marahton is 3.15 am for girls 21km...

first hour - 5km+...
that time quite scare that I am not able to finish on time....
coz 5km x 4 hours only =20 km..
to get metal need to finish at 3 and half hour....
finished 15km at 2 n half hour.....
still able catch back the time....
finished 21km for 3 n 21 mins...
at 635am??
Finally.....get this....

Enjoy the running...

got 成就感 after finished...

n also feel exhausted...

after that, legs pain...for sure...

watch Cold War at Gurney Plaza...

RM12 per ticket...

fall down on Friday....

the legs become worst........

很忙的一个月份。。。

踏入十一月，一个很忙的一个月份。。
这个星期有两天假期， 上班也只是一，三， 五。。。
结果大家都是Holiday Mood。。。。
工还是要照做。。。
这个星期六是槟城马拉松，21KM，不喜欢跑步的我，居然报名参加了。。。
希望能完成吧。。。
加油！！

44 Success Quotes From Under30CEO Readers

1. “Opportunities don’t happen, you create them.” via Chris Grosser

2. “Don’t complain; just work harder.” via Chris Grosser

3. “Deeds not Words” via Bernord Hor

4. “Before you can work smart you must work hard.” via Chris Pardo

5. “Persevere…because on the road to success there is never a crowd on the extra mile!” via Charity Gibson

6. “I’m not afraid of dying, I’m afraid of not trying.” – Jay Z via Steven Gordon

7. “Coffee is for CLOSERS!” via Michael Wayne

8. “It’s not the cards you’re dealt it’s how you play the game” via Chris Pardo

9. “If you think you made it, your at the wrong place, never stop” via Chris Pardo

10. “Some people dream of great accomplishments, while others stay awake and do them” via Danielle Luedtke

11. “The grass is greener where you water it” via Danielle Luedtke

12. “If you are going to fear anything fear success. Think about what you are doing and when you succeed what life you will have” via Brandon Chalmers

13. “God gives every bird his worm but He does not throw it into the nest” via Liam Carey

14. “If it is to be, it’s up to me” via Caleb Anthony Parker

15. “Life doesn’t have to suck…DO something about it!” via Jennie Mustafa-Julock

16. “The elevator to success is out of order. You’ll have to use the stairs…. One step at a time.” via Rande Wilson

17. “The only time success occurs before work is in the dictionary.” via Cameron Cashmore

18. “Far better it is to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs even though checkered by failure, than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy nor suffer much because they live in the gray twilight that knows neither victory nor defeat.” – Theodore Roosevelt via Mike Jones

19. “Entrepreneurs average 3.8 failures before final success. What sets the successful ones apart is their amazing persistence.” – Lisa M. Amos via Tanya Hamilton

20. “The present is theirs; the future, for which I really worked, is mine.” via Ashwin Bonde

21. “Anything less than 120 hours a week is part time, if you are okay with average…then work part time” via Chase Slepak

22. “Nothing is as it appears to be” via Trace Cohen

23. “Success is the worst teacher” via Trace Cohen

24. “If you want to manage somebody, manage yourself. Do that well and you’ll be ready to stop managing. And start leading.” via Mark Gonzales

25. “We are all self made but only the successful admit it” via Corey Leja

26. “If you don’t take a chance, you don’t stand a chance.” via Gabriella Mischel

27. “A successful person is one who can lay a solid foundation from the bricks others have thrown at them.” -David Brinkley via Luke Shaw

28. “Luck is where preparation meets opportunity” via Eric Knotts

29. “Things come to those who wait, but only the things left by those who hustle” – Abraham Lincoln via Tina MiModels

30. “If you are willing to do more than you are paid to do, eventually you will be paid to do more than you do” – unknown via Tina MiModels

31. “Fall down seven times, get up eight times” – Japanese proverb via Tina MiModels

32. “Success is a lousy teacher, it seduces smart people into thinking they can’t lose” – Bill Gates via Ryan Seitz

33. “Nothing is impossible, the word itself says I’m possible” via Victor Aguirre

34. “Entrepreneurs don’t waste time/energy worrying about being better than someone else. Focus on being the very best version of YOU.” via Abdulaziz Aljouf

35. “Whoever says ‘Nothing is Impossible’ has obviously never tried stapling Jell-o to a tree” via Charity Gibson

36. “It is not the strongest of the species that survive, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change.” Charles Darwin via Ann McCartan

37. “Life isnt about learning how to weather the storm. its about learning how to dance in the rain.” via Monica Fish

38. “There are two rules to success: 1) Never tell everything you know.” via Nick Tart

39. “Create your own destiny. If you don’t, someone else will.” via Chris Leber

40. “Success is not so much what we have, as it is what we are.” – Jim Rohn via Nicole Elizabeth Shields

41. “Success is being able to juggle those Glass Balls called Priorities and keeping them shiny & intact while running the Marathon of Life.” via Jouyin Teoh

42. “Learning from success is important but learning from failure is vital to succeeding” via Jason Platnick

43 “True nobility is not about being better than anyone else its about being better than you used to be.” – Dr. Wayne Dyer via Jason Platnick

44. “Whether you think you can or you can’t, you are right.” – Henry Ford via Brett Kunsch

无题

看会之前的文章，发觉自己还蛮情绪化的。。。
这个星期老板去了台湾，可是我的工作量好像并没有减少。。。
去了Phuket 一趟，虽然上天不作美，一连四天都在下雨。。。
但是我还是觉得这是一个不错的旅程。。。
只是有少少遗憾，到了海边没有出海，有一点奇怪罢了。。
有少少的意外发生，不过也只能怪自己粗心大意。。
凡事不要存在依赖心，不然后果就要自付了。。。
照片也不在我的手上。。
妹妹从英国回来了，买了两对鞋子给我。。。
最近还一直和我讨价还价，条件是只要他拿到First Class 的话，我就要送她一架相机或手机。
做大姐就是这样的吗？?

Tudi post one video on our study in Sheffield and trips to Scotland...
now think back..it was 4 years ago..
everything seem like so far which is out of reality......
Time never going back..only moving forward....
Miss the time....

薛凱琪Fiona Sit - Better Me

遠處海港傳來陣陣船笛
我一直飄零到被你揀起
如今望著反映窗戶玻璃
有個我陌生又熟悉

I can Smile a little more
Sing a little more
Feel a little more
全因為你

說好了要為幸福　一天天地練習
練習 Laugh a little more
Love myself a little more
要學會更加善待我自己
為你我變成了　Better me

甚麼距離都不算是真的分離
想念和默契能代替一切言語
有一天生命會老去　還好謝謝有你

在你眼中　I see the better in me
Coz I can Smile a little more
Sing a little more
Feel a little more　全因為你

說好了要為幸福　一天天地練習
練習 Laugh a little more
Love myself a little more
要學會更加善待我自己
為你我變成了　Better me

就是那麼神奇
從前的錯都有意義
教我拋開所有猜疑　也許
我也美麗　值得一個奇蹟

我的眼淚會墜落
絕不是因為懦弱
而是感謝天讓我遇見你
不然今天就不能　如此地有勇氣

Now I promise to you
And I can swear to you
為你我　一定加倍　珍惜*我自己
做一個值得你　驕傲的　Better me
一個值得你　愛的Better me

Love = Money??

Activities.....

Monday night went to VKA Night meeting...
My friend asked me, are you still writing blog?
I said recently no...
she though she went into the wrong blog website....
open my blog web today, last update was at July....
another friend asked me, why now just put Taiwan photos(I travel to Taiwan on last year Dec).....
I said want put then just put lo..........
Activities recently....Erm...
Company organised Tun Mahathir's birthday at Oriental Hotel near KLCC...and we get free door gift(Okhid)....
for who want to have a look, please visit to my house....ha..

Sann's wedding on July 7....
the first Ji Mui getting married among 10 of us....(secondary friend)
timeline - we know each others for more than 10 yrs??
some know each other from kindergarden, primary school....
Opps....we are getting older...(Shnnnn........)

Jess's birthday outgoing....Sushi Zamai and sing k(last min decision) for 4 hours...
me, Michelle and Jess........

Penang Trip on last month(Aug 11 - 12)...
very rush journey...
but enjoy it so much....spent around RM200++...
Photos.....at Chong Kim Yun's side....(or see at FB)

very nice asam laksa....
order two bowl and one choy kuai teow share among two of us....

bought a watch with motivated words insides...(not cheap)
present by my Mum....

Went to Par Tea Time at Subang from Setapak (MRR2) with Hoi Min on last Sat.....I felt very far...

why Setapak don't have such place to enjoy a relax time....

the tea I ordered, is call Heinekan Tea....(got alkohol inside)

Party style - Good tea and light foods, lazy life, order one tea...enjoy a relax but not busy time.....

supper + dinner.....(very fattening but nice)

Activities on-going - Tudi's birthday party on this coming Sat and Phuket trip on Sept 24 - 27....

still not decide whether to attend Private retirement scheme class organised by VKA on 20 and 21...

if apply leave, that means continuosly leave from Thurs til Thurs...(still thinking)

Looking Forward....

Words of the day.....

人生不过几十年，似水一样流淌，不可遏阻。一场轮回的时间，能遇见一场烟火的表演，本身就是一种幸福，即使结局是烟花熄灭，但终究在天空中绽放了笑脸。我们在哪一年可以用一个决定让一生改变，谁都算不出流年。过好每一年、每一天，俗物养人，平凡是真 ....

Taiwan Trip 22.12.2011 - 28.12.2012

Taiwan trip happened on last year after I resigned from FBIC....

why now just upload the photo?? don't have time?  anyway...finally it's up...

Our initial plan at first, want to join Bei's business trips...

But in the end, due to expensive air ticket, we choose to follow a tour...

We bought our trip at Matta Fair at RM2000++.....The trip is about 7 days...

1st n last day has been used for flight journey....

1st day reached Taiwan already 8pm in the night time...went for 桃园夜市 for our dinner....

Second day we start our journey to playground?? 

六福村主题游乐园

and meet a Star (not sure who but 他们在拍戏).....

一个很普遍的游乐园，台湾政府就有本事把这个地方变成一个旅游胜地。。。

大概一点多，我们就开始旅程去飞牛牧场。。

 新鲜的牛奶。。。

 牛奶餐。。

天在五点多的时候就暗了。。
吃了晚餐后，还有饭后娱乐。。
Joan 非常用心在做饼干。。。

成品还不错。。。。

头两天的行程有点悠闲。。
八点多就可以休息了。。
在飞牛牧场买了啤酒（大瓶台币70)，和 Joan 喝了一杯后，倒头就睡了。。。

待续。。。。。。

23.07.2012

2012年已过了一半，我和我的同事重复了几次后，她问我到底要表达什么。。
我说世界末日要到了，要珍惜我，她无言了。。。
是的，日子过得真快。。
母亲也开始担心了，他突然对我说，明年不要再订机票去旅行了，随他多去神庙拜神。。。
妹妹今年就该毕业了，家里应该轻松一点点了。。
今年的生日会在 Phuket 度过，应该不会有像上次一样一连几天都有人帮我庆生。。。
工作有点繁忙，算是工作升职了，位子还是一样的。。。
加油吧。。
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有些人一直没机会见，等有机会见了，却又犹豫了，相见不如不见。有些事一直没机会做，等有机会了，却不想再做了。有些话埋藏在心中好久，没机会说，等有机会说的时候，却说不出口了。有些爱一直没机会爱，等有机会了，已经不爱了。人生有时候，总是很讽刺。有些事一转身就是一辈子。—— 张爱玲

10.06.2012

妹妹星期四去了英国，本来还想去送机，可是还是来不及了。。

一张床本来两个人睡，现在变成一个人睡了。。

不过还好只是去四个月罢了，距离上次我出国接近四年了。。

2008 和 2012.。。

看到他放上去的照片，就会想起我们一起出国的日子。。

那时的生活的确很快乐。。。

星期三去了彭亨，星期四去了Perak...

带auditor 去看公司的Project site...

Pahang - 一个综合屋子和农场的村子，是一个不错的概念。。。

不过既然关系到政府，就是会有under table money....

在日烈当空的太阳底下，我的皮肤又变黑了。。。

farm manager of Tanjung Tualang 请了我们吃了一餐丰富的午餐，海鲜。。

详细的介绍农场，还让我们个人带了一粒蜜瓜回去。。。

还蛮甜的。。。

昨天和今天都呆在家里。。。

看了一整天的戏。。。
不过今天弟弟在家，他一用电脑，我们全家人的线都上不到了。。。

有同事问我，在这间公司做得如何，几时要辞职。。
奇怪，刚进来做就有人问这样的问题了。。。
我也和同事说过，我辞职的那天，就是我去纽西兰的那一天。。。
有一位朋友告诉我，他发现另一个朋友进了直销过后，变了。。
直销真的会影响一个人的性格吗？
还是人会变得比较现实？
我问他，那是变好还是变坏呢？
他觉得有不好的感觉。。。
他说，那位朋友变得神神秘秘的。。
好像不像别人知道他的事。。
朋友把我在部落格投诉的事情告诉了其他的朋友。。。
虽然我并没有把真正要投诉的事情写出来。。
这样也显得对其他人不太公平。。。
我觉得事情既然已经发生了，再写出来，就是对当日生日的人不好。。。。
既然过去，就让它过去吧。。。

27.05.2012

Back from Perhentian (18.05.2012 - 22.05.2012)....
stay at Arwana Perhentian resort for continuous 4 nights....
到达的第一天，以为没有任何的活动，哪里知道一到就要上课了。。
这个旅程一点都不轻松。。。
除了上课，就是潜水，一连四天，还要考试，一点都不简单。。
第一天，我的耳朵就非常痛。。。
在岛上的第二天，我就和我的导师说，我想放弃了。。
他对我说，现在放弃是非常丢脸的事。。
给我吃了两粒药丸，耳朵没那么痛了，就继续下去了。。
到了最后，我还是拿到了我的license.......Open water diving license...
can dive til 18 meters.....
完成了我的任务，朋友们都在期待下一次的潜水，可是我有点害怕。。
害怕耳膜会听不到。。因为我的耳朵下水的时候就会痛，
到现在还是有水在里面，头痛维持几天了。。。
朋友已经在打算下一次的Advanced course 了。。。不过我还在考虑。。
不去拿的话，Simpadan and Meldives 去就没那么的美了。。。
不过也算是人生中难得的经验。。。life time experience....
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那天我的manager 对我说，公司赚钱或亏钱，都不关你的事，只要我还有工钱出，还有工作
做，就可以了。。
做好自己的本分，学好自己要学的东西，然后就离开这间公司。。。
当我提到别人的薪水时，她说，别人就算有几百万，都不关我的事，因为那笔钱不是你的。。
Good Statement)
别人钱多钱少，富贵贫穷，都与你无关，只要做回自己，就已经足够了。。。

150512

每年这个时候，我都在想要怎么和你庆祝你的生日。。
我是一个没什么idea的人，找了一群朋友和你庆祝生日。。。
不是特意的,是Michelle called me and ask anything on your birthday.......
that how this birthday dinner come in....
可能在我脑海里有一堆想和你说的话，却不知道从何说起。。。
还是那一句，一切尽在不言中。。。
祝你生日快乐。。。
希望我们的友谊永固。。。
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I don't dare to complain about yesterday to you because I know that was your birthday night..
shouldn't destroy your great mood...
sometimes I will feel tired to organise any gathering, because once you organise, you need to take care this and that...although it is very simple job...but is tiring...
everyone is expecting something from you..
I was d person who organised activities for my secondary school friend..
I am d one who always contribute..
fetch everyone from the destination to another destination...
when ask for gathering, or whenever it has gathering, everyone is expecting from u...
one time, two time, three time until infinitety..
tat time u will start to feel tired..
sometimes I don't want to be late...
just that I dont want be the person who go n fetch everyone to the gather point..
we are not longer 17...
we are 26 or 27 right now...
everyone know how to drive..
some has cars....
some has bf....
so when reach college time, I seldom to become organiser....
unless is a very important occassion...
not becoz I dont have heart...
is that I dont have energy...
not regret to organise a birthday party to u...
as long as u feel happy...
hope you have a great birthday nite....

ＢＥＲＳＩＨ ３.０

当我打开这个部落格的时候，才发现换了格式，有点不习惯。。。 上个月买了手机，从ＤＩＧＩ换去　Ｕ　ＭＯＢＩＬＥ...差不多ＲＭ７４９.。。 价钱比较便宜，可是好像也是没什么线。。。 上个月的电话费ＲＭ４０＋＋。。。

爱上这首歌，　ＳＥＴ　ＦＩＲＥ　ＴＯ　ＴＨＥ　ＲＡＩＮ　-　ＡＤＥＬＥ  
这个星期六就是ＢＥＲＳＩＨ　３.０了，想去，可是又害怕。。
公司有一个同事，当我问他要不要出席时，她回答我说，你有的吃，有的穿，有地方给你住，为什么还要去呢？
听到这样的答案，你要怎么给反应呢？
她说，活在当下。。
原来还有这样不关心政治的人。。
我们住在这个国家，我们爱这个国家，当它病入膏肓的时候，我们是不是应该要采取行动呢？
虽然大学生的诉求有点不合理，但是打人就是不对的行为。。
 难道没有更好的解决方法吗？
暴力是不能解决问题的。。。
这样只会造成更多人民的反感。。。
政府是不是该检讨一下呢？？
我问，　那么ＬＹＮＡＳ呢？
他还有一个答案，移民。。。
真的有那么容易吗？
家人，朋友都在这里，真的舍得离开吗？
这里是我们的家园。。。
谈何容易。。。。
讲了这么多，可是还是害怕。。
到底该不该去？？

"等到有一天" 你或許沒有機會 作者：孫越

A meaningful article....

在今天，我們的房子越來越大，但是家庭越來越小。生活越來越方便，但是時間卻越來越少。

我們的學位越來越高，常識卻越來越少。知識越來越多，判斷力卻越來越差。

我們有更多的專家，但是也有更多的問題。

醫藥越來越好，但健康越來越少。我們花費太多，歡笑太少。

車開得太快，火氣上來也更快。

睡得太晚，閱讀太少，電視看得太多，而且禱告太少。

我們所擁有的資產倍增，但是價值卻遞減。

我們說得太多，但是愛心太少，且謊話連篇。

我們學習如何經營生活，但沒有建造生命。

我們在生命中加增歲月，卻沒有在歲月中增長生命。

我們有越來越高的建築，但也有越來越低的 EQ。

有更寬廣的高速公路，但有更狹窄的視野。

我們花費得更多，但擁有的更少。

我們買得更多，但享受得更少。

我們可以登陸月球回來。但是卻無法拜訪對街的鄰居。

我們可以征服外太空。但是卻無法掌控內心世界。

我們可以分裂原子核，但是卻無法挪去心中的偏見。

我們更多書寫，卻更少學習。

更多計畫，卻更少成就。

我們學會忙碌，但學不會等候。

我們的收入更高了，但道德更低了。

我們生產更多電腦，掌握更多資訊，

複製更多拷貝，但我們的溝通卻更貧乏。

我們的數量提高了，品質卻降低了

這是快速食品充斥卻消化不良的時代。

高大的身軀與低劣的性格並存的時代。

更多休閒卻更少歡樂。

更多食物卻更少營養。

更多雙收入家庭，但更高的離婚率。

更多千萬豪宅，但 卻更多破碎的家庭。

我建議，在今天這樣的世代，

你不要保留任何事情到特殊的場合才做，

因為你活著的每一天都是特殊場合。

勤加閱讀，追求知識，

坐在你家的前廊上欣賞自然美景，

無需汲汲營營於生活需要。

多花時間與家人及好友在一起，

享受喜歡的食物，

到你喜愛的地方去遊覽。

生命不只是為了存活，

而是一連串愉快事件組成的的鏈條。

將你的水晶高腳杯拿出來，

不要將妳最好的香水存起來，

任何時候你想要用的時候就用它吧。

把「有一天」「將來的某一天」

從你的字典中刪除。

現在就去寫那一封

你曾經想過要等到「有一天」才來寫的信。

讓我們現在就告訴我們的家人我們多愛他們。

不要將會帶給你歡笑及喜樂的任何事情拖延到未來。

每一天，每一小時，每一分鐘都是特別的，

而且你不知道那是否是你的最後一刻。

如果你太忙以致於無法將這封信傳給你所愛的人，你告訴自己說，「等到有一天」我再傳。

那請你相信我 "等到有一天" 你或許沒有機會傳了。

15.03.2012

当我年老，有人问我，人生的哪一段时光最快乐，也许，我会毫不犹豫地说，是十多岁的时候。
那个时候，爱情还没有来到，日子是无忧无虑的；
最痛苦的，也不过是测验和考试。
当时觉得很大压力，后来回望，不过是多么的微小...
别把钱看得太重,也许现在是我的弱点...
最近很宅,为了省钱...
有点悶....
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约好的每周下棋时间，他难得迟到，他看着他有些异样的神色什么都没问。突然他开口说：“我儿子刚才说，要和你儿子去荷兰结婚，我答应了。”他微愣了一下，点点头。下完棋，两个人都坐着没动。沉默良久，他轻叹口气：“当初我们要是勇敢一点，也就没这俩小子什么事了。”他笑笑：“青出于蓝。”

人生有太多的无奈,太多的传统要遵守....

07.03.2012

Day after day, week after week, month after month,year after year..
this morning I wrote this to my friend...
time passed so fast...
Today is Wednesday...
when come to Monday, monday blue, we will expect Friday to come faster...
when today is Wednesday, time passed so fast, today is wednesday edi..
when Friday is reaching, yeah...finally Friday...
when we enjoy our weekend, we dont wish weekend to pass so fast..
ppl always like tat...
This never happen during school time and we never calculate which day is which day..
we enjoy the time in colleage everyday....
Society make us become realistic or we make ourselves become realistic?
Freedom is so far from us...
when is d day that - when we want to buy things, not need to see price tag..
when we want to go travel, not need consider the leave we need to take and money...
do whatever we want, we wish and we hope....
People work becoz they need money to survive, is that anyone of us like to work??
if u get job satisfaction in ur job itself, then we wont hate to come to work isnt it?
maybe ppl don't know what they are doing??
anyway, life is still going on..
everyone of us fighting to achieve our target.....
going toward the road that we want to walk...
We believe the day we hope will come through...

06.03.2012

最近看了一部戏，我可能不会爱你。。
讲述一个男生喜欢了一个女生接近十多年，从中学开始到出来工作，从没停止过。。
默默在身边支持着，这部戏在台湾大受欢迎，可能大家都希望有一位大仁哥在身旁吧。。
这两个月有点沉闷，是大家都太忙了，还是我太悠闲了？
需要为自己找下节目了。。。
工作进入第三个月，学了什么？
我的目标渐渐远离了，是不是该追回呢？
很晚了，该睡了，晚安。。

28.02.2012

This year has 29 February..
4 year got 1 extra day, 24 hours..
what you will do in this day?
Recently, big news?
Politik in Malaysia, Kuantan Lynas...
Good news is my gangs got 3 pairs going to marry..
2 pairs successfully proposed on last Saturday..wow..
one at Bali and one at guy's house....
so romantic o..
when I called my friend to inform the news, they ask "y u are so happy de?"
I said good friends getting marry is very happy thing, isnt it?
but BOOM, BOOM, BOOM..
need to give angpow also..
how many wedding dinner in this year?
1 - Diagnosour(Community Sociology)
2 - Pui Sann(July 7) - become Ji Mui
3 - My cousin(Sept 29)
4 - Emily (Dec 8)
5 - Joan Tang (Dec 29)
whoelse is the next?
n when is my turn?ha...
wait slowly ba..
(Awaiting)

陳柏霖-我不會喜歡你

我想我應該　應該不會愛你　為了要努力　努力的不愛你
所以我讓自己那麼喜歡你　這樣你就不忍心和我分離
我想我討厭　討厭驕傲的你　也討厭美好　美好的那個你
於是我要自己假裝討厭你 那麼你就捨不得離我而去

我必須說我真的不會喜歡你　我不喜歡你佔據我所有思緒
連你的竊笑也像是鼓勵　從早安後的早餐到晚餐後的晚安
別笑了　別笑了　我不會喜歡你

我放空了　我解脫了　你還是在我的眼裡
我喜歡了　我討厭了　影響不了我的呼吸

原來我　已經無法自拔　我秘密的　愛上你

你不必懂　我真的不會喜歡你
我不想要你因為我變得消極
有你的城市下雨也美麗
從黎明後的太陽　到深夜裡的月光
別想了　別想了　我不會喜歡你
別想了　別想了　我不會喜歡你

18.02.2012

新年过完了，假期也没了。。
这个新年过得很充实。。
该为事业拼搏了。。不管是正业还是副业。。。
进入这个公司第二个月，走了一个Manager，又来了一个新的Manager。。
是这间公司的问题吗？
真的觉得公司有点远。。。
大妹最近都在问关于英国的事情，令我想回了在英国的点点滴滴。。。。
好想再回到那个时候。。。
好怀念哦。。
她问我行程，我叫他看回我以前的Blog。。
哈。。

25.01.2012

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone...
Today is third day of cny..
Chu 1 went to temple to pray, followed by grandfather's house every year without fail..
but this year my grandmother is not longer around de...
After that went back to Bidor, came back to KL on yesterday(Tuesday)...
the house in Bidor is so lonely after my grandparent(mum's side) passed away on last year...
The tree wish to quite but the winds keep on flowing(direct translation)...
looking to thier picture in the temple, the heart abit sad...
went to Ipoh find my aunty around 1pm yesterday...
she prepared steamboat for all of us...
Cny--time for gamble..
first day still got win abit...
second day lost to my youngest uncle...
then third day start work de..
only few people working and I am the only Chinese in my department...
Bei, Jun, Michelle and Joan come to find me for lunch..
luckily they are around..
if not I have to eat lunch alone..
Cny mood still on...
Gambateh..

每日一言

为了自己想过的生活，勇于放弃一些东西。这个世界没有公正之处。若要自由，就得牺牲安全。若要闲散，就不能获得别人评价中的成就。若要愉悦，就无须计较身边的人给予的态度。若要前行，就得离开你现在停留的地方

不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。学会承受痛苦。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你己说，别人会看得到。

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今天像往常一样开始工作.....
六点十五分从床上醒来,刷牙,冲个澡,然后驾车上班,花半小时到公司,吃早餐,又到了工作时间...
还没有得到适当的工作...
今年公司不要支付花红, everyone getting RM2000 cash instead of bonus for this cny..
希望明年不会这样....
加油, for both job I have...

05.01.2012

New Year with new start..
New working environment...
what is your wishes in this year??
Start my new career in this company, Iris...
first day of working day, HR conduct a induction programme and this took about half of the day..
Doing nothing when came to Finance department which everyone is busy in their closing...
What is my role in this company instead?
for now, I only doing some data entry for budget...
my colleague talking about the leave they are going to take during Chinese New Year which I cant do so(because just joined, this consider unpaid leave)...
This Year I also cannot celebrate cny...
My mum say go to Bidor and Ipoh to walk walk...
cant used to wake up so early in the morning..
The Sun haven come out when I go out...
Feel my company is so far from my house...(first time feel so)
First job - The Baker's Cottage ( 1 year at Old Klang Road)
second job - FBIC MSC Sdn Bhd ( half year at PJ near Amcorp Mall)
this consider my third job - IRIS at Bukit Jalil Technology Park...
all seem like very far from Setapak....
What to do?
cannot regret because the choices is made by myself....
Gambateh in working....
The best part in this company is that ---- I can online..
Ha..continue typing my budget...