25.01.2012

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone...
Today is third day of cny..
Chu 1 went to temple to pray, followed by grandfather's house every year without fail..
but this year my grandmother is not longer around de...
After that went back to Bidor, came back to KL on yesterday(Tuesday)...
the house in Bidor is so lonely after my grandparent(mum's side) passed away on last year...
The tree wish to quite but the winds keep on flowing(direct translation)...
looking to thier picture in the temple, the heart abit sad...
went to Ipoh find my aunty around 1pm yesterday...
she prepared steamboat for all of us...
Cny--time for gamble..
first day still got win abit...
second day lost to my youngest uncle...
then third day start work de..
only few people working and I am the only Chinese in my department...
Bei, Jun, Michelle and Joan come to find me for lunch..
luckily they are around..
if not I have to eat lunch alone..
Cny mood still on...
Gambateh..

每日一言

为了自己想过的生活，勇于放弃一些东西。这个世界没有公正之处。若要自由，就得牺牲安全。若要闲散，就不能获得别人评价中的成就。若要愉悦，就无须计较身边的人给予的态度。若要前行，就得离开你现在停留的地方

不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。学会承受痛苦。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你己说，别人会看得到。

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今天像往常一样开始工作.....
六点十五分从床上醒来,刷牙,冲个澡,然后驾车上班,花半小时到公司,吃早餐,又到了工作时间...
还没有得到适当的工作...
今年公司不要支付花红, everyone getting RM2000 cash instead of bonus for this cny..
希望明年不会这样....
加油, for both job I have...

05.01.2012

New Year with new start..
New working environment...
what is your wishes in this year??
Start my new career in this company, Iris...
first day of working day, HR conduct a induction programme and this took about half of the day..
Doing nothing when came to Finance department which everyone is busy in their closing...
What is my role in this company instead?
for now, I only doing some data entry for budget...
my colleague talking about the leave they are going to take during Chinese New Year which I cant do so(because just joined, this consider unpaid leave)...
This Year I also cannot celebrate cny...
My mum say go to Bidor and Ipoh to walk walk...
cant used to wake up so early in the morning..
The Sun haven come out when I go out...
Feel my company is so far from my house...(first time feel so)
First job - The Baker's Cottage ( 1 year at Old Klang Road)
second job - FBIC MSC Sdn Bhd ( half year at PJ near Amcorp Mall)
this consider my third job - IRIS at Bukit Jalil Technology Park...
all seem like very far from Setapak....
What to do?
cannot regret because the choices is made by myself....
Gambateh in working....
The best part in this company is that ---- I can online..
Ha..continue typing my budget...

Taiwan Trip 22 - 28 Dec 2011

这一趟的台湾之旅让我体验了不同的东西。。。
比起香港，我更喜欢台湾。。
热情的台湾人，老实的，熟悉的华语，种种都让我喜欢台湾。。。
台湾政府真的很会赚钱，一个不起眼的地方，被他们搞到好像很好玩的旅游胜地似的。。
这一次的旅行，我把脚步放慢，体验不一样的旅行方式，明白了原来旅行可以这样的。。。
旅行可以暂时抛开现实的烦恼，完完全全的抛开所有的烦恼。。
好想再回到台湾。。。

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。。

有一点点感触，一点点失落。。
这是看了那些年过后的感觉。。。
明白了它大卖的原因，虽然平平无奇，但是却发生在我们身边。。。
虽然没有打架的场面，虽然没有很有名的明星，可是大家都愿意把钱花在这部戏上。。
为什么呢？
就只因为它能让大家勾起一丝丝的回忆。。。
那些年错过的大雨，那些年错过的人与事，再也没办法回来了。。
凭的只是回忆。。。
你很幼稚。。
你是笨蛋。。。
男生都不明白女生在想什么。。
同年的女生总会比男生成熟。。。
看了这部戏，好想去买这本书来看。。。
回忆只是回忆，只能用来回忆，却不能活在回忆当中。。
人总要从回忆中醒过来，在现实生活中继续生活下去。。
人总要向前看，展现未来。。。。

24.11.2011

I think the effort I put in this paper is lesser compared to other papers..
just took 1 day leave for this paper...
my mind haven come back from exam hall...
still thinking the mistake that I made in this paper..
I think will fail this time....
Reached TARC library at 11am..
study for 2 hours...nervous when waiting for time reached....
then direct went to exam hall...
this is d first time, I feel the time is so important...
when doing the calculation part, it already spend me for 30 mins to 40 mins...
Can I stop to take CIMA exam????

1st issue, proposal to reduction of electricity usage on all supermarket outlets, capital investment of 130m, reduce carbon emission by 97million kg, increase operating profit by 9million..

2nd issue, proposal to rebuild 12 supermarket store , capital investment 288 m , reduce carbon emission by 264 million kg, increase operating profit by 17 million

3th issue, proposal to implement balance scorecard...as current employees resistant to change...last time thier performance meansure is profit oriented...

these 3 issues keep on in my mind.....
I am regret on what I have write in exam hall..
who can revised back the time and now is 1.40pm???
OMG...

胡言乱语。。

我有一个很要好的朋友（虽然我的朋友不少），哈。。
我可以对他发脾气，他也会对我发脾气（她对我发脾气的机率比较多）。。
可是过了一阵子，大家都会没事。。
有时情绪低落，有时会想不开，可是过了一阵子又会没事了。。
可能是因为不能失去这么要好的朋友吧。。
多数我是那个输家（习惯了）
她总是喜欢问，为什么对我这么好？
说不出原因。。
她总会说，你上辈子欠了我。。
可能是吧，谁知道。。
有时想找一个人谈天，找完电话所有的记录。。
发觉想发牢骚的对象只有你。。
不好意思啦，谁叫你是我的好朋友。。
我相信大家身边都会有类似这样的朋友。。
曾经我以为我在英国的那段日子，我们的友情会慢慢地淡下来。。
其实不然，我发觉现在的友谊比之前更成熟了（以前的我不成熟？？）
有朋友对我说，如果单方面付出，你会很累。。
其实还蛮累的，不过现在的成果根本不能用付出来衡量。。
友情绝对不是付出=回报的。。（你以为是生意啊？)
也有人对我说，当初你对我有一点反感（伤心了一阵子）
不过人也不可能一开始就对一个人有好感的，是吧？
现在和你约定哦。。
不管将来变得怎样，你我永远都是最最最要好的朋友哦！！！！

写于
23/11/2011 1.15pm
拉曼学院图书馆