06.03.2012

最近看了一部戏，我可能不会爱你。。
讲述一个男生喜欢了一个女生接近十多年，从中学开始到出来工作，从没停止过。。
默默在身边支持着，这部戏在台湾大受欢迎，可能大家都希望有一位大仁哥在身旁吧。。
这两个月有点沉闷，是大家都太忙了，还是我太悠闲了？
需要为自己找下节目了。。。
工作进入第三个月，学了什么？
我的目标渐渐远离了，是不是该追回呢？
很晚了，该睡了，晚安。。

28.02.2012

This year has 29 February..
4 year got 1 extra day, 24 hours..
what you will do in this day?
Recently, big news?
Politik in Malaysia, Kuantan Lynas...
Good news is my gangs got 3 pairs going to marry..
2 pairs successfully proposed on last Saturday..wow..
one at Bali and one at guy's house....
so romantic o..
when I called my friend to inform the news, they ask "y u are so happy de?"
I said good friends getting marry is very happy thing, isnt it?
but BOOM, BOOM, BOOM..
need to give angpow also..
how many wedding dinner in this year?
1 - Diagnosour(Community Sociology)
2 - Pui Sann(July 7) - become Ji Mui
3 - My cousin(Sept 29)
4 - Emily (Dec 8)
5 - Joan Tang (Dec 29)
whoelse is the next?
n when is my turn?ha...
wait slowly ba..
(Awaiting)

陳柏霖-我不會喜歡你

我想我應該　應該不會愛你　為了要努力　努力的不愛你
所以我讓自己那麼喜歡你　這樣你就不忍心和我分離
我想我討厭　討厭驕傲的你　也討厭美好　美好的那個你
於是我要自己假裝討厭你 那麼你就捨不得離我而去

我必須說我真的不會喜歡你　我不喜歡你佔據我所有思緒
連你的竊笑也像是鼓勵　從早安後的早餐到晚餐後的晚安
別笑了　別笑了　我不會喜歡你

我放空了　我解脫了　你還是在我的眼裡
我喜歡了　我討厭了　影響不了我的呼吸

原來我　已經無法自拔　我秘密的　愛上你

你不必懂　我真的不會喜歡你
我不想要你因為我變得消極
有你的城市下雨也美麗
從黎明後的太陽　到深夜裡的月光
別想了　別想了　我不會喜歡你
別想了　別想了　我不會喜歡你

18.02.2012

新年过完了，假期也没了。。
这个新年过得很充实。。
该为事业拼搏了。。不管是正业还是副业。。。
进入这个公司第二个月，走了一个Manager，又来了一个新的Manager。。
是这间公司的问题吗？
真的觉得公司有点远。。。
大妹最近都在问关于英国的事情，令我想回了在英国的点点滴滴。。。。
好想再回到那个时候。。。
好怀念哦。。
她问我行程，我叫他看回我以前的Blog。。
哈。。

25.01.2012

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone...
Today is third day of cny..
Chu 1 went to temple to pray, followed by grandfather's house every year without fail..
but this year my grandmother is not longer around de...
After that went back to Bidor, came back to KL on yesterday(Tuesday)...
the house in Bidor is so lonely after my grandparent(mum's side) passed away on last year...
The tree wish to quite but the winds keep on flowing(direct translation)...
looking to thier picture in the temple, the heart abit sad...
went to Ipoh find my aunty around 1pm yesterday...
she prepared steamboat for all of us...
Cny--time for gamble..
first day still got win abit...
second day lost to my youngest uncle...
then third day start work de..
only few people working and I am the only Chinese in my department...
Bei, Jun, Michelle and Joan come to find me for lunch..
luckily they are around..
if not I have to eat lunch alone..
Cny mood still on...
Gambateh..

每日一言

为了自己想过的生活，勇于放弃一些东西。这个世界没有公正之处。若要自由，就得牺牲安全。若要闲散，就不能获得别人评价中的成就。若要愉悦，就无须计较身边的人给予的态度。若要前行，就得离开你现在停留的地方

不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。学会承受痛苦。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你己说，别人会看得到。

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今天像往常一样开始工作.....
六点十五分从床上醒来,刷牙,冲个澡,然后驾车上班,花半小时到公司,吃早餐,又到了工作时间...
还没有得到适当的工作...
今年公司不要支付花红, everyone getting RM2000 cash instead of bonus for this cny..
希望明年不会这样....
加油, for both job I have...

05.01.2012

New Year with new start..
New working environment...
what is your wishes in this year??
Start my new career in this company, Iris...
first day of working day, HR conduct a induction programme and this took about half of the day..
Doing nothing when came to Finance department which everyone is busy in their closing...
What is my role in this company instead?
for now, I only doing some data entry for budget...
my colleague talking about the leave they are going to take during Chinese New Year which I cant do so(because just joined, this consider unpaid leave)...
This Year I also cannot celebrate cny...
My mum say go to Bidor and Ipoh to walk walk...
cant used to wake up so early in the morning..
The Sun haven come out when I go out...
Feel my company is so far from my house...(first time feel so)
First job - The Baker's Cottage ( 1 year at Old Klang Road)
second job - FBIC MSC Sdn Bhd ( half year at PJ near Amcorp Mall)
this consider my third job - IRIS at Bukit Jalil Technology Park...
all seem like very far from Setapak....
What to do?
cannot regret because the choices is made by myself....
Gambateh in working....
The best part in this company is that ---- I can online..
Ha..continue typing my budget...